The thing is, I blocked so much out and only remembered years later. I was 11 and I remember seeing my mother sitting on top of someone. I could see she had her hands round their throat. I could see that, but I was by the door of the sitting room about 6 feet away.

I became very quiet after this. I remember the sofa. Later I used to walk the landing every night as I was scared. I felt presences sitting on my bed, the taps went on and off a lot, and my mother asked dad to sell the house because things kept happening. It was never spoken of. I became very shy and heard my name called often.

When I was 40, my sister visited and it came up. She said, "So, you remember what happened?" and mentioned about me being strangled. But I said, "I thought it was you, because I was by the door." She said, “No, you weren't. I had to pull her off you." We never spoke of it again.

At the age of 21, I had codeine, which I am allergic to, and I went in a dark tunnel and saw light at the end. It was fast. Then my father slapped me in the face. All I remember is seeing his face and then being sick. 

As I took up healing work, I have seen what I remember: all the colours. I have very strong intuitive, clairvoyant and clairsentient abilities. I am a transmitter of energy. I think I came back to see, to love, to understand unconditional love. I feel things strongly and have become strong in my boundaries now, whereas I had poor boundaries before. It's like I had to remember. I came back to remember and to love regardless and to be a conduit and show others on every level, as I know I can affect everything.